Tomorrow we have the test done to find out if the IUI was successful. I greatly fear the results. It's very hard to remain hopeful sometimes. I wish I could just "know" inside and not worry about it - but since my body is determined to betray me at every turn... I am working on regaining my faith.
Lots of prayers and well-wishes would be welcome!
If you're wondering, "What will you do next?" The answer is, I have no idea. If this didn't work, MH and I need to discuss how much more money, time and tears we want to put into this phase of things? Can we afford more intensive help?
For me personally, I have to decide if this aching desire of my heart is something I'm capable of giving up...
If tomorrow is positive, I also don't know what I will do... I haven't allowed myself to think that way.
This TTC thing is draining!
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